my story

what if i told you - you could be this fulfilled?

Let me know if you relate…

20 something… 3am… drunk… head in the toilet… calling exes and wondering where life had gone to shit… in debt… inflamed… lonely and lost…

I was living the dream… Traveling the world, creating music with icons, performing in front of massive crowds and partying nonstop. There were moments I felt like I was on top of the world. This was it. Platinum records, exploding income, nightlife connections… designer drugs… top shelf tequilas. You name it. It was really happening. I kept leaning into it, kept chugging away…

So, what was the problem? I wasn’t at peace with myself. I had never felt more alone in my life, and was ridden with insecurity and deep anxiety around approval. I had left home to escape the pain of heartbreak and grief. I couldn’t deal with the struggle of my sister’s mental illness. I wanted out… The images…I chose to put on a mask to hide a little boy within who was physically violated and could never really tell anyone about it. From the age of 5, I had no idea what safe was, I had no idea who I was or what I wanted out of life other than to survive.

And so, as a result…I overcompensated with everything. I wanted to be the loudest in the room, the most successful and let everyone know about it. I made a name for myself and played the part. The most interesting thing? I had convinced myself that it was my purpose… that it was what I actually wanted.

What was I missing?

Every late night, drunk and alone, the tears dripped into the toilet and fears crawled all over my body. I couldn’t fill the hole inside my heart as hard as I tried… I had to do something to change. I couldn’t live like this anymore.

I hear a knock at the front door, and there he is… the guy who is supposed to sublet a room at my house, glowing and grinning from ear to ear. I asked, “What are you on right now?” His energy was contagious. Had to be some new drug I didn’t know about.

He said he just got back from a silent meditation retreat in Thailand and that it was life changing. In my head, I’m thinking … Meditation? Boring. But somehow my body knew I needed to go. Here’s where the liquid courage came back in.. two months of going back and forth, making every excuse in the book not to go…

In a drunken stupor, I booked a solo trip to Hong Kong for my first ever ten day silent meditation retreat…

So why Do You CarE? I have a Question For you...

Have you ever felt intensely inspired? Empowered? At peace? Creative? Motivated for anything and everything you have to do to move forward… What if you could maintain that state for longer periods of time? Amplify it?

What if you could get yourself to a state of such relaxation and restoration that makes you want to cry?

In my life, I’ve seen all types of suffering in people. Crippling levels of grief, anger, fear– you name it, not able to let it go… From the lowest of the low, the most humble, to the highest skyscraper-level executives…

People have a hard time looking at the truth of their life… We call it Avoid-dance… Dancing around the void…

And we all do end up there at one point… running away from the deep dark areas… The shadows…. And of course Mike is the type of person to just dive deep as fuck into his own shadows, right?

So I did it, ya know…

I took myself out there these last few years… Found out some things… And more importantly, found some peace in my life… For once…

I guided myself out of the darkness, and reached out when I didn’t know how…Because you can only take someone as deep as you’ve gone yourself…This is what I know today…

We must take radical accountability for where we are in our lives… To know that all of our own decisions, attitudes, beliefs have led us here…Things happen to us and we respond in turn with decisions that affect the course of our timeline…

We are the cause, not the effect…Sometimes we need to surrender our woes into tender community, Sometimes we need to forgive or be forgiven… And sometimes we just straight up need help… 


“It’s your road, and yours alone, others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you.”

I am here to walk with you

into a deeper sense of peace in your life

Certifications and Notable Aspects

  • Healer Training Level 1-5 w/ David Elliot

  • NLP Integrative Practitioner

  • NLP Master Practitioner 

  • NLP Master Hypnosis

  • Mental And Emotional Release®

  • ThetaHealing© Basic DNA 

  • ThetaHealing© Advanced DNA 

  • ThetaHealing© Dig Deeper 

  • ThetaHealing© You & The Creator

  • Wim Hof Advanced Training

  • 4 Master Plant Dietas

  • 300+ Hours of Silent Meditation (Vipassana)

  • Climbed Killimanjaro

  • Platinum Music Producer

  • Boxer

  • Husband and a Father

let’s work together